Souper soul Saturday (don't sue me )Just a thought.

Don't Know these guys but they were creating Art on a Dime and I had a thought.....

If the grim old reaper called today and said " excuse me Ma'am, Sir, your time is up? What would be your response? Total bedlam in the Shire? Screaming the farmer's in the dell the farmer's in the dell!!! ( Aka the town's on fire and the kids are asleep) or Deepak Chopra calm Ohm for I am. For me it would be neither. I would negotiate as a Trinni. A carefully structured rational argument mixed with a ton of stupid jokes. That's my plan and I'm sticking to it.

OK

I will confess, as much as I wish to be an enlightened human, I am soooooo far away when I need it I can't even spell it, much less touch the bliss. It's usually on another continent , a mirage just not here right now in this dimension of time on the Starbucks line when all I want is a black coffee two sugars. I am a work in progress on a work in progress. Sheer mayhem with a hint of A type personality lightly coated on the outside.

Melt in you mouth not in you hands kind of crap.

I've been listening a lot lately, just listening. Unlike my former self the listen is for information not direction. Failure for me has been the optional way of getting my attention when I refuse to listen.

Finally I said I got it! (Don’t ask me what, but I got it, something)

I said -

Uncle!

How many of you have made your option B your option A and your option A just simply ceased to exist because you were told to or it simply seemed to not matter at all despite and in spite. Existing like your heart doesn't exist. Being like me now and waking up with the regret hangover tomorrow. Longing to be the person designed to be but denied on your behalf with a little push from behind.

No not transgender, the A word an artist, anything EEEK!!!!

Many will look at this and dismiss it in conjoined pain and in shame because I will have touched a nerve in the core and so solidarity exists on the outer rim where you won't be seen or heard. Yet it'll be for others who wish to walk with a big stick to do the right thing as prescribed.

So I ask.

Are you happy with how you'd been fulfilling your life's purpose (if you have one) or just living?

If without a thought the answer is a resounding HELL YES!!!! I've never been happier! Please--- tell me what you're drinking and I'll join you. If no, as a non guru lonesome cowgirl on my bat shit crazy path, I will say this kooky Mr Miyagee ism. Are you ready?

“When you make a decision to walk straight… dreams are bigger than you could ever think or imagine .........just Google it.”

Just saying…..It’s a thought. It just might be a walk in the park!